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the list [Wednesday
December 21st, 2005 at 3:25pm]
[ mood | too many swings ]

i want to be rich
i want to find my elephant
i want to be happy
i want to move
i want to raise a healthy child
i want to marry again but this time with the right guy
i want to forget about the past
i want to forgive those that did me wrong
i want to visit india
i want to see snow
i want to see my baby grow
and what i really want i thought i knew what i really thought i had was untrue what i have is enough to get me through until one by one all will be checked of.

my ultra sound pics [Wednesday
December 14th, 2005 at 4:41pm]
hope you guys can see it

tell me if this isn't fucked [Sunday
December 11th, 2005 at 3:33pm]
omg iam do in five weeks and i don't even have a crib or a car seat
damn i hate being poor and under these conditions. i finally got my degree in medical terminology and now i need the degree in medical coding i would say one more semester. as of september iam going full time to pierce and the out look is great. i still ask myself why did i fall in love with a loser i mean i went out with a bunch of assholes but this one takes home the cake. i come to find out that he was cheating on me while we were going out and not only while we were still married he was flirting with nasty ass bitches, while i was pregnant with his baby. and to put the frosting on this magnificent asshole cake he wanted me to have an abortion. and goes off saying he is excited to have a baby girl when he hasn't done shit to be in her life. but he does send me a ralph lauren baby clothes and perfume i guess the idiot dosent know that babies don't wear perfume since it's to harsh for their sensitive skin not only that but he didnt even get all the stuff at full price since he works in a ralph lauren outlet store he probably gets the 20% employee discount, my baby deserves better even a better father. fuck sperm donors cuz thats what he is. to make me feel better i sent the shit back to him and i gave away the towel that his mom gave me at the baby shower that said dady's little angel. it should have said "dady should of pulled out". but the towel went to a baby that has an awsome dad.....

$7 [Monday
November 28th, 2005 at 10:26pm]
[ mood | strangely happy ]

spent $7 bucks for a dye that does not even show on my hair only in the sun suxs to be moi. anyways i decided to re do the interior and exterior of my bedroom which i have to say looks kick arse. went to melrose the day before my baby shower which was friday also went to check out some stuff for the baby with my buddie which drove me around for like an hour the day after thanksgiving i made him a turkey sandwich to repay him for the gas money he did not have.

jarhead sold out [Monday
November 7th, 2005 at 11:23pm]
so i went to the movies and the damn movie sold out o well so i saved my cash
i miss my body sooooooo much

myspace is fox space [Wednesday
November 2nd, 2005 at 2:05pm]
i recently found out that my space was sold to fox for a million somthing bucks. poor little my space trendsters where o where will they find social acceptance now?

now for my life i have to say stuff is going down like it was suppose to a year ago after i put it on hold and had some bad acquaintances. just little remorse but still living just not on the edge of things. needless to say i found the motivation, and the courage to get through all this.

November 15th, 2004 at 3:03pm]

on the 20th

November 3rd, 2004 at 10:45am]
time for an update
k soooo much drama
the donnas are playing at the house of blues and i saw jimmy eat world cuz my friend had an extra ticket and i had nothing to do that friday it was pretty awsome since i was shit faced all the way through the show and halfway passing out on the floor i got gum in my hair. johnathan is an awsome guy he is hott and almost single so if anyone is interested give me a shout!!!

french fries [Saturday
October 16th, 2004 at 7:24pm]
shit i just noticed that iam never home i have 25 messages on my machine need to get shit straight with the ppl at work have an interview, and i need a ride.

he looks so cute when he is frustrated!!! [Saturday
October 9th, 2004 at 3:41pm]
infomercials are awsome theres is even an informercial channel
and cheez-it are yummy with ice cream

mothers milk [Sunday
October 3rd, 2004 at 1:22pm]
[ mood | poo ]

things change so quickly but what kills me is that iam still the same and the only thing that has change is my drug of choice, and with the same ambition to just be happy i cant grasp reality yet. and with a pocket full of love iam still waiting to give it out.

September 10th, 2004 at 6:39pm]
I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

September 6th, 2004 at 4:59pm]
tounge is dry :|

September 4th, 2004 at 1:55pm]
hmm havent been home and mom is mad i guess saw garden state
go get the soundtrack loving it!!!

August 26th, 2004 at 4:57pm]
smoke, eat, and fuck.....

hot boxing is not for moi [Monday
August 16th, 2004 at 10:57am]
rafael nor i had any money yesterday, so we decided to sell the free tickets we get at work so we made $55. 15 for gas 20 for food and the rest was for our daily supply of the green stuff. his friends came by the house smoked us out then went to deliver the shit. i dont remember what happend next all i know is that ralf's cuz came by went to sherman oaks like around 9:00pm we got refunds and bought more mota we hot boxed the car by the third bowl i was practically gone but they kept going until we couldnt see the streelight inside the car. i couldnt take it so i open the door i killed it but i needed air so i stayed outside the car for a good 20 mins. drove back to ralf's house he drove me back then we got candy and cookies i got a snapple o si si si. i came home around 12:35am. i need a shower!

r + k = dashiznit

August 15th, 2004 at 2:11pm]
in debt....

eat sleep and fuck [Wednesday
August 11th, 2004 at 10:30am]
teacher is going insane talking askljgaoi!!! sleater kinney i dont know when or where but it's going to be soon and iam so excited like a sonic push of energy. wearing a cute shirt and all i see is the whole class staring at my tits shit i would too.

numb [Sunday
August 8th, 2004 at 1:50am]
damn tonight was the shiiittt jadslkfjal!!!! nugga iam still fucked up seeing stars, and on the verge of passing out rite on my bf cock streelight was awsome but mu330 was on the top of the list well so was streetlight mann it all rocked.
smoking a bowl so see ya lateasssss....

fresh make-up on friday [Friday
August 6th, 2004 at 10:51am]
can i get any luckier i have the cutest bf who loves me so
got an 8th of kush last night mom leaving the house to me for the whole weekend not working today or tommorow streetlight at the knitting factory tommorow night and iam finally over the whole jerry thing wow took me a year and rafael to realize iam not missing out on anything. i finally got my shit together and i do hope i dont jinx my relationship (knock on wood) so this is happiness.....

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